Watching the gold and reds bounce 
She was waiting for the sun to set
From the sky to her window.
 
It was quiet here, and the 
Silence was her friend, lover. She thought
For a moment of the past
 
That had brought her to this place,
The pain she had endured, overcame, 
Sadness fought, evils vanquished.
 
She was standing with her hands 
Against the clear glass, pressing her face 
Against the stained, lifeless moon.
The voices had stopped now, and 
Taking this quiet moment inside 
Her, feeling it, loving it.
 
She was not afraid, for fear 
Was for the weak, not the Seraphim. 
She ran her delicate hands
 
Through her pale blonde hair, moving 
It away from a porcelain face,
Stretched her white wings to heaven.
She had laid her weapons at 
The door, knowing that to bring them here
Would defile this holy place.
 
Wanting for them now, she needs 
To feel their coolness of her blades and 
The sharp spear, the thin arrows.
 
The girl, who was truly no 
Longer a girl, and not yet woman, 
Gave a long look to the door.
She let her last tears fall, 
Slowly, burning, caressing her cheek 
Until the rain from her face
 
Crawled across the glass. She slips,
Walking across the long hall, she wished
Still for the colored sunset.
 
What was real? The Seraphim
Could not feel, taste, touch. Where now, when the
Last warriors long to dust.
Before this moment, none of 
Heaven and hell’s secrets were true.
Her tears came faster, hotter,
 
Tears of black ash, burning her 
Pleasantly white skin and pale, flat eyes. 
Once this world closes, she can
 
Never go back home again.
She gives her life for the voice of God,
And cries for those left behind.

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